Dom-Damn
>>very new song, and I can't find a video of the song unless it's a live version. All you have to do is go here...
*Click on the song "Damn" and it'll ask you to like the song in order for you to play it. Just do it.. it's worth it. You can always unlike it later if you're that paranoid about your likes.
Real Estate-It's Real
I've already done so much this summer, but I'm looking forward to the second half of it. I feel like this is my last summer I'll be able to enjoy completely, since I'll be getting my big girl job here soon. It's weirddddd. I love staying up until morning with my boyfriend and not giving a care in the world to anyone or anything besides each other. Pretty sure I won't be able to do that when I get that job, unless I'm a vampire nanny (I've been watching too much True Blood).
I love the song "Damn" because of three simple lines---
"I don't care about anyone else.
I don't care about anyone else.
I know."
I love that "who gives a shit" attitude the entire song portrays. You don't care about them, who cares if they care about you, get over it and get on with your life that you love to live. 23 really was a changing year mentally for me. I used to be so aware of how others felt about me, and I'm slowly starting to copy my boyfriend's attitude and truly, honestly, sincerely, not give a shit. This is pretty hard for me to do since I'm one of those girls that gets incredibly upset when someone doesn't like me, but I'm getting pretty good at it as of late. By this time in my life I'm clearly not going to go through any crazy changes. What I mean is, I am who I am. And I love who I am. Conceited? No. Just genuinely proud and happy with who I've turned out to be. If someone, for whatever reason, doesn't like who I am, then I don't really care. Sad it took me 23 years to learn how to do this, but let me tell you, it feels incredibly freeing. Very empowering. I just love my happy little life, and I'm realizing how blessed I am. I have this ridiculously amazing boyfriend who I truly love with everything in me. We have so much fun together... it's stupid. It really is. My family is so crazy and loud and large, but I love all of them. Every last weird one of them. I can't even blame them for being crazy. We are 1/2 Italian, and 1/2 Irish. CMON. My girlfriends, my boyfriend's friends who've become my big brothers... the list goes on. My life is oddly amazing and established for only being 23.
This is the life, and I'm glad I'm living it. Have I not mentioned enough to everyone who reads this in my previous blogs that we are insanely blessed to still be alive? We're one of the lucky ones. People die.. it happens all the time. And yet we still let our life get brought down from other people who don't even matter? Trust me- on your death bed you will not be like, "Oh my God I wish blah blah liked me. Oh my Godddd I wish I would've had a better paying job." Hell to the no. We'll be hoping with everything in us that we lived life to the fullest. We've loved with every cell in our body. We laughed and made others laugh. Most importantly- we were given this body and mind for whatever reason, that is completely unique from anyone else, and we made the best out of it.
Go do good.
Peace and Love and Jimmy Johns.
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